separation anxiety.

小宇-終於說出口

This is so hard. I'm so mentally, emotionally, and spiritually drained.

Each day is a struggle. After today's Gen meeting, I know that I have to pick myself up again. That's what I really want in my life right now...but I find nothing in me is willing to cooperate. I just want to live my life as if I'm a zombie and wait for all the time to pass by. I feel so numb...

All I can ask is "Why me?"...but maybe God has a greater plan. This may end up to be a good thing.

I'm so sick of feeling like **** all day. No matter how cliche, you just never know how much you should cherish and treasure something until you start missing it. We all know this...but we still take everything for granted.

You know that I don't adapt to change well. I hate change. I like feeling comfortable in my own bubble. Why can't I just stay like that forever? I honestly don't care if that's naive...I like the feeling of security.